Constant over thinking, deciding if I’m the one to blame. I’m unable to pick myself up, I’ll slowly rot away. I remember when you said, that love will always find a way. But an endless burning feeling won’t let me feel the same. The memory is starting to fade because being alone is the way that I will stay. When its over and it's my time, I hope you meet me on the other side. Drown out the noise that keeps me up at night, blacken my eyes will keep away the light. Forget whats building up and wish it all away. Numbing my mind will keep away the fear, the reason you're gone still won’t just disappear. I'm sorry I wasn’t there when you needed me the most. Endless sleep. My eyes are shut, would it be better to never wake up? Block out, the sinking feeling that I couldn’t stop you from leaving. I have been hanging my head, choosing between life and death. I have been hanging my head, picking up what's left. I have been hanging my head, choosing between life and death. I have been hanging my head, saying I'm better off dead. I don’t know which one is worse, the guilt I’m handling or the fact I’m cursed. I hope you’re looking down on me, because I’m scared to death. I searched for you and I lost myself, in endless dreams and a sleepless hell. Fear does not prevent your death, it prevents my life.